Now I can have a fresh start.. Seriously I can't even remember when was the last time I posted something on here. I just hate my art too much and I envy others too much also. I compare myself to others often and
always want to become better and better..

But Wohoooo now at last I have a summerjob and I can buy a systems camera (which I had dreamed about 5-6 years? lol), a tablet (I wish I learn to use it.. Never tried one :<, scanner (I draw A LOT better with hand than digitally) aaand of course I want lot of clothes, new glasses etc.. I want everything xD ..I really want to become better artist. But what makes me one is just practise, practise, practise and that's what I'll do this hole summer; practising photographing and drawing........... God I'm pathetic. I want life. A real one. geeezzz.. I have to make an account to livejournal or somewhere else where I can go mumbling and grumpling all my stupid thoughs! :---------DDD